what is it about this massive emotion that haunts my soul so?i ask it to come in- but it evades me.
i search for it- but it hides.
i embrace it - yet it fades.
i shun it and it teases me ferociously.
and my restless inner being relentlessly moves on.
I know that from within the truest of love i shall find
soul searching and journeying daily....
coloring my spirits tapestry with lifes colors.
yet - lonely always.
i long for a hand to hold. for eyes to melt into to.
to be seen and smiled upon with a loving depth
meant exclusively for me.
i need to share this womanhood i treasure so.
to be the yin to my yang.
im often told, questioned and asked if what i believe in even exists?
i often wonder myself......
i have yet to find it. but why- if i have never known it in this lifetime,
is the feeling of it so heavy in my heart?
why is it so familiar to me?
it's like an old soul song spinning on my turntable...
reminding me of what once was.
tearing my heart out with each memory.
oh love
you divine pain in my ass
come for me
i've earned your wings
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